Pro-Ana

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

2 days of 99ish. I thought it was 3 days. Too bad my eating is still out of control. Although, I said 2 glasses of wine yesterday, and I stuck to it. Go me. Self-control. Whoo! Hahahaha... I shouldn't be so hard on myself. I need to get to the 16 bmi range. Then I'm going to maintain. Wait.... is this the always a little bit more thing? But no, really. Just a little bit more, and I'll be happy!!! 3:07 pm and I've have 268 calories. :( I think. Hrmmmm... need to keep better track. I hate this. I feel like the fat feeling is so compulsive. I hate being fat, but I'm not fat. I hate being fat. If I wasn't fat, I'd be happy. I'm not happy. That means I'm fat...........

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